Amazing!

Wow. Last night was such an eye(and heart) opener!

Ok, so here's the thing; Last night, I was sitting in my room. I wasn't really doing anything other than just sitting there. I wasn't thinking of much, I wasn't reading, I was just sitting. Nothing was happening, then all of a sudden, I started thinking about God.

When I say "thinking", I mean downright deep-as-a-well pondering. I was suddenly in such great awe of Him and how great He really is! I started to feel guilty, too. Here I am, a seemingly useless and definitely unworthy creation that God loves unconditionally and blesses so immensely, and I don't do anywhere NEAR what I could be doing to worship and to show my appreciation for Him. He gave His only Son for me(a Son, I'm proud to say, that saved me years ago) and I can't even do something so simple as to have a quiet time with Him everyday. What kind of child am I if I don't show my Father how thankful I am for His kindness?!

So here's what I'm thinking. I'm thinking that I'm going to get more focused on Him. I want to be able to hear God if He speaks to me. I want to be the person that people will watch and listen to and KNOW from my actions and words that I'm a Christian. I want to do my part in spreading the Love of Jesus!

I'll definitely continue praying about growing closer to Him, and I hope that you can spare a few minutes to say a little prayer for me also. This is just something that I felt I should share. Who knows? Maybe this blog post will be my first small step in ministering, in a way. Either way, God is truly amazing. =]

Lyrics!

"You're wonderful
You're good at everything you do
Everyone is equal
But not as equal as you" -- Perfectionist by Landon Pigg

"Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart" -- Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler

"The sun is up
The sky is blue
It's beautiful
And so are you" -- Dear Prudence by The Beatles

"Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreamin' allowed" -- Walkin' After You by The Foo Fighters

"Angel you were born to fly
And if you get to high,
I'll catch you when you fall" -- When You Come Back Down by Nickle Creek

"I'ma do the things that I wanna do
I ain't gotta thing to prove to you
I eat my candy with the pork and beans
Excuse my manners if I make a scene.
I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you'll like
I'm fine and dandy with the me inside
One look in the miror and I'm tickled pink
I don't give a hoot about what you think" -- Pork and Beans by Weezer

"And I breathe cause it's necessary
And I sigh when I see the moon
I dream to make sleep less boring
Until there was you" -- Unhearted by Automatic Loveletter

"You are the moonlight of my life every night" -- Last Night On Earth by Green Day

"Close your eyes and I'll kiss you
Tomorrow I'll miss you
Remember I'll always be true
And then while I'm away
I'll write home everyday
And I'll send all my lovin' to you" -- All My Lovin' by The Beatles

"I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been" -- Lucky by Jason Mraz

"I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place" -- Gives You Hell by All American Rejects

"Night time sharpens
Heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination" -- Music Of The Night from The Phantom of the Opera

"There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine" -- Cryin' by Aerosmith

"I just can't eat
Just can't sleep
Can't do much of anything at all
Cause I'm sick and in love with you, dear" -- Lovesick by Nevershoutnever

"Play the music low
And sway to the rhythm of love" -- Rhythm Of Love by Plain White T's

These are just a few of my most favorite lyrics that always seem to give me a special fluttery feeling. =]

Wishy wishy, I'm a fishy!

You know, I really love soccer, but I think I like it a lot less than I used to. I'm so tired of getting hurt every time I play! It's no fun. But anyways, not what I wanted to talk about.

I wish I was talented enough to write a truly remarkable song or poem. I absolutely LOVE poetry, but I can never write anything really good. I'm just not that deep, I guess. =P

I also wish that I could change myself a bit. Even I know that I'm a moody person. My mood changes in a matter of seconds, and it's really annoying. When I'm down, I stay down all day. When I'm happy, I'm on top of the world! It's just something that I really need to try to work on somehow.

I wish I had better patience! Number one thing that makes me the most bothered: Not getting a song on the piano right away. I HATE not being able to play it right off the bat. I honestly can't think of anything else that bothers me so much. I really dislike failing in general. If I'm going to do something, I want to do it right the first time. That's both a good and bad thing.

I sort of wish I could record my life on video. That way, I could re-watch my favorite parts over and over again. =]

Just some random thoughts...

Oh! I almost forgot...I have a challenge for YOU. I'm really curious as to how many readers I actually have, so to find this out, I need you to do something for me; If you've read this blog, please comment on this entry and let me know! You don't have to say anything profound(a simple "hello" or "nom nom nom" will suffice), just let me know that I'm not talking to myself! ;P

I reckon that's about all....Later!